*gasp* An update?!

Wow. I know, I know, it's been a long time since I updated. Yeah, I've posted pictures and videos, but I haven't updated. the last time I did was on May 8th. So, I'll try to think about what's happened since. And don't worry, I'll make it point form.

-My doctor has put me off work until I'm "better"... The word better doesn't really have a firm definition. I originally was put off work due to anxiety/panic attacks, which have slowed way down, but my depression is still hard to battle. I have been off work since May 13th and really don't know when I'm returning. That's something I've gotta do some big thinking on very very very very soon. I have to have a form in for long term disability by the 2nd, which is Thursday. :S

-Due to being put off work from my doctor, I wasn't getting an income. Due to no income, my landlord wasn't able to receive my rent. Landlords don't seem to like that, so I had to give up my apartment and move back in with my parents. Which.... is.... okay. Lol. I love my parents very much and they do so much for me. And being out in the quiet, away from all the STUPID people in Kentville (read: Andy and that crowd) is nice. It IS a lot less stressful here, but I find it makes me more depressed even though I'm less stressed. I left some very close, and special people to me, back in the Kentville area. True, now that I'm out here, most of them don't talk with me, but still, its hard to make new friends. I've always had that problem. I'd rather stick with something I know and am familiar with.

-I got a cat (I don't even know when) named Roger. A lady who works at OLS was on her way to work, and found a box with four kittens in it. She brought them into work, and an e-mail was sent out. I managed to check my email from home and got it in time. Roger is the cutest thing ever. When I moved out of my apartment, I had to give him to my new friend Tylor, but I just recently got Roger back. He's the only thing in my life that can make me smile no matter what. I can tell that Roger and I are going to be close. Close like Scrat and I were.

Okay, I can't really think what else has happened. I've made a few friends, with is nice, but most of them are in Kentville. I'm going to a therapist once every three weeks or so. She has a few suggestions on getting me back on track, and I am trying them, but I'm not feeling it. Even with my anti-depressants. I have moments that I'm happy, or even moments that I pretend to be happy, but any time that I'm left in my own mind, it can get depressing.

Anyways, I have a few other things I need to do on my computer before I go to bed and get some much needed rest after an eventful, and drive-full weekend.

Ciao!
-T